© Ronny Moorings 2011

Darkest Hour

My Reality

I saw you once in a dream
The kind that makes you scream
You walked alone on an empty beach
I tried to call but you were out of reach

I wrote your name in the sand
I didn't know it was no mans land
A big wave came rushing in
I watched it wash away the prints

In the middle of the night
My soul turns to you
Thoughts become clear and sharp
When I think of you

You were building walls of foam
I could not climb, I felt alone
Out of reach is my love
Cold and desolate is the sight

I feel so cold, I feel Jack Frost
I still search you all the time
Still no one to find
I am still looking all the time
Still no one to find
I feel caught in reality
In the talons of the beast

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Delete

I want to delete the secrets that I keep
I want to erase all mistakes that I made
Delete, delete
Bleep, bleep, bleep
Bleep, bleep, bleep

Kill all yesterdays , lets just start again
Kill off all the pain, re boot all the way

I want to delete the secrets that I keep
I want to erase and turn over the page
And coming clean, you know what I mean

Delete , delete , deceit, delete, delete
Obliterate, annihilate, eliminate, eliminate
Obliterate, annihilate, delete, delete

No good 'ole times , no glory days
I wipe the slate clean on my way
To the door and ask no more
What did I do there on the floor?

Delete, complete, delete, complete

I want to delete the secrets that I keep
I want to erase the time and the place
Delete, delete
Bleep, bleep , bleep

Kill all yesterdays, lets just start again
Kill off all the pain, re boot all the way
Kill all yesterdays, lets just start again

Kill off all the pain , re boot all the way
Delete, delete , delete

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My Chicane

Listen girl you've been so good
I don't want to sound too rude
But I am not falling into you,to see it through

I don't want to be this way
But I can no longer stay
don't give me that cynic's look
And judge the cover of this book
Like I mistook my Chicane, my chicane, nice you came

I don't know what's in your head
Why don't you tell me instead
I don't want obituaries or talk about
The birds and bees
My Chicane , no name , my chicane
You claim my name chicane
Chicane, chicane, chicane

Since you really want to know
I really hate to let you go
since I really cannot show
You ask me you need to know
Where to go, where to go

My Chicane , nice you came , my chicane
Nice you came, chicane

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Dream Of Fools

I am so confused, I don't understand you anymore
Some days you seem so close and others yet so far away
I want to hold you and feel that love again
I want to look in your eyes and see that love again

but I am holding nothing, just a dream of fools
I am holding nothing, a dream of fools

I don't know how long it's been
Whatever happened, I have no idea

Sometimes you take for granted a word people often misuse:
Love , love , love , love
This dream of fools, the ideal of fools, the truth of fools
fools , fools
This line seems so old
This love seems so cold
When I woke up I had to face a strange and lonely day
When I woke up I had to stay far away
From this dream of fools
-love, love, love-
The ideal of fools
-love, love, love-
The truth of fools
-love, love, love-
This dream of fools
The ideal of fools
The truth of fools

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Deep Down I Died

I want for you and me to understand the words we speak
I want for you and me to understand the hurt we keep
I meant no harm, I never meant to make you cry
Deep down inside , deep down I cried
Deep down inside , deep down I died

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In Your Arms Again

Stop following me in my lonely hour
You said you would like an honest child
It's the way you are, you stay on proud
and guilty of keeping quiet

Stop judging me, keep your verdict please
Get of your horse, I feel no remorse in me
I want to be in your arms again
I want to sleep in your arms again
I want to be in love again
I want to feel in love again
I want to be in love just like then

You make me feel I can't breathe
You make me feel I can't speak

I wanna be in love again
You make me feel I can't speak
Please sweep me right of my feet

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She Did Not Answer

She's the cause of my sorrow, she's the start of my grief
She's the bug in the blossom, she's the late falling leaf 

I'm her priest and her poet, I'm her serf and not her king
She's the root of my evil, It's now what I think

Speak to me gently or curse me, she wanted to be bold
She said it was too late, that she needs some time and space

She did not want me ,she did not want me 
She didn't care, she didn't want to be told it is not fair
She didn't want me, she did not care
She acts like I do not exist anymore, anymore, anymore

Love and passion are her minions, she is the starter at the end
Since her sentence has been given, I grind my pride in the sand  

I dropped the question on her plate, was it ever time for you and me ?
So how could I prevent you'd spit me out in the end?

She didn't answer , she didn't answer ,she did not speak
She didn't answer, to the meek
She didn't answer , she didn't answer ,she did not speak
She hides and left me deceit, let me seek , let me seek

She did not want me, she didn't care
She didn't want to be told it is not fair
She did't want me, she did not care
She acts like I do not exist anymore ,anymore , anymore

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Tears Ago

You need confirmation, you feel insecure
You feed off aggravation, you are toxic to the core
With tears aglow, tears aglow, tears ago

She craves for attention
She is a drama queen at heart
So full of false emotions
When her world fell apart

Tears ago, years ago

I saw you all downbeat,
I saw you, all downbeat,
years ago, years ago

So now she ignores me
In the middle of a crowd
with tears aglow, tears aglow

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The Darkest Hour
INSTRUMENTAL

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Wake Up my Darling

Wake up my darling
The day means no harm
Wake up my darling
The sun has its charm
The world is coming bright and alive
I want to see you active and revived
Active and revived

Rise and shine
Now open your eyes and greet the day I am sure you recognize
Now open your eyes
Let In the light
And hear the birds in the trees singing just for you and me

Wake up darling, wake up now
Wake up darling, wake up now
Lift your sleepy head and get out of bed
Leave your warm nest and get on dressed
Rise and shine
Now open your eyes and greet the day I am sure you recognize
With circuits charged a new day starts
Leave the land of Nod
The coffee is hot and breakfast is served on your spot

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© Ronny Moorings 2011

 

 

 

 


 

 


 

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